I hate Alzheimers. I'm not suffering from the disease directly, but my father, who turned 90 in August, is in the late stages. Unfortunately it runs in my family. My grandmother had it. My maternal great grandfather had it. It appears that other members of my family, going back farther, had it as well.
Alzheimers has affected our whole family. My mother, who is 88, is taking care of my dad and it is wearing her out. It's even affected my 8-year old son who is struggling with trying to understand why grandpa doesn't remember him.
This blog won't take away the disease, or prevent me from getting it. But I hope it will help us all cope. It will help us deal with watching Dad deteriorate. But it will also help us to remember the type of person he was. And I hope, if anyone else reads this, that others will be able to share their stories as well.
So here we go . . .
Mike, my thoughts are with you and your family. I am so sorry to hear about your dad, and especially your elderly mom having to take care of him. I think having a blog and periodic diary of the affects on your family members can be very helpful for others going through the same hell. I'll keep your family in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteThanks Gail. I hope it helps - it's therapy for me and my family.
DeleteMy mother has alzheimers too (I have a blog specifically about it on here, but I have to keep it a private one due to my invisible brother who likes to be awkward over just about everything).... I wrote this recently, and you might indentify with some of it, bearing the title of your post. Take care and stay strong x
ReplyDeleteHow I hate you, Alzheimers
With a passion most strong
How I wish, and I hope
That one day you'll be gone
But, I know that you won't
And you'll knock on the door
Once again you will visit
And take away more
How I hate you Alzheimers
For all that you rape
With no sign of remorse
For the memories you take
And you won't give them back
Nor the days or the years
That we suffered so much
With pain and with tears
How I hate you, Alzheimers
For the thing that you are
A disease, yet invisible
When viewed from afar
The person I love
Is the person who's fading
Still there, but a shadow
Is all that's remaining
How I hate you, Alzheimers
Like an old evil witch
Casting spells over lives
You're an unreachable itch
When the night draws in
And the curtains are closed
You don't care at all
For the problems you've posed
How I hate you, Alzheimers
And one day I hope
A cure will be found
To stop your slippery slope
Until then, my foe
We'll struggle and fight
Muddling through, regardless
Of this terrible plight
The thing called Alzheimers
The thing that remains
The thing that destroys
All the lives that it stains
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